Boku ga Kimi wo Wasureta Toki

僕が君を忘れた時 <boku ga kimi wo wasureta toki : The Time I Forgot You>

by ADAPTER。 | on 宴。
Lyrics & Music: Fukusuke.
Translation by Aka

*僕が君を忘れた時
僕が僕じゃなくなって
全部手につかなくなり
生きるって意味もいらなくなる
.
**僕がそれを捨てた時
君は居なくなったんだ
絶望と孤独に挟まれて
生きるって意味もわからなくなったんだ
.
僕が僕を忘れた時
右へ倣えで考えた
頭ではわかってても
生きるって意味がいらなくなる
.
僕が言葉を無くした時
何が残っているのだろう
もどかしい気持ちのままで
生きるって意味がわからなくなる
.
***今、目を瞑れば
楽になれるのに
.
****明日には全てが
変わってる様な気がして
実際には誰にも
わからない様な事なのに
僕にはね 見えたんだ
光りの射す その先が
昨日には無かった
そこにある目映い光り
.
*
**
***
.
心の何処かで
明日を見つめてる
.
****
*boki ga kimi wasureta toki
boku ga boku janakunatte
zenbu te ni tsukanakunari
ikiru tte imi mo iranakunaru
.
**boku ga sore wo suteta toki
kimi wa inakunattanda
zetsubou to kodoku ni hasamarete
ikiru tte imi mo wakaranakunattanda
.
boku ga boku wo wasureta toki
migi e narae de kangaeta
atama de wa wakattete mo
ikiru tte imi ga iranakunaru
.
boku ga kotoba wo nakushita toki
nani ga nokotteiru no darou
modokashii kimochi no mama de
ikiru tte imi ga wakaranakunaru
.
***ima, me wo tsubureba
raku ni nareru no ni
.
****ashita ni wa subete ga
kawatteru you na ki ga shite
jissai ni wa dare ni mo
wakaranai you na koto na no ni
boku ni wa ne mietanda
hikari no sasu sono saki ga
kinou ni wa nakatta
soko ni aru mabayui hikari
.
*
**
***
.
kokoro no doko ka de
ashita wo mitsumeteru
.
****
*The time I forgot you,
I stopped being me

I couldn’t concentrate on anything
I stop needing the reason, “I’m living”
.
**The time I threw that away,
you stopped being there

Caught between despair and loneliness
I stopped understanding the reason, “I’m living”
.
The time I forgot myself,
I thought about following right

Even though my head is splitting
I stop needing the reason, “I’m living”
.
The time I lost the words,
I wonder what remained

With a feeling of frustration
I don’t understand the reason, “I’m living”
.
***Now, if I close my eyes
I might feel at ease
.
****I have a feeling like everything
will change tomorrow

But in reality there are things
no one understands

I don’t, I could see that
The shining light, beyond that
what wasn’t there yesterday
was a dazzling light there
.
*
**
***
.
Wherever my heart is
I’ll look at it tomorrow
.
****
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